Finally bought batteries

But I am in a different place than I was on Friday... when I had been fit and doing well. I kind of took a weird turn this weekend. Eating skittles and chocolate and even cheetos. My brain has been on overdrive the last couple of weeks. There have been parts that have been good, but I can't lie that the lows I have had have been intense. I didn't ask for this rollercoaster, or the rollercoaster of my life, and sometimes I get so tired. I feel like the battle with loving my body has been the only thing in my life that has never left me. That and my 13 year old cat at this point. i know this is TMI, but i just feel pissed. I am so angry that it is a constant struggle in mine and the lives of so many women.... hmmm I feel a love letter to myself needing to be written...